Fustrating m4w
Hmmmmmm. Idk. I know what I want to say, but not sure how i should start mmmmmmmmmm.... My intentions were real, and I really hope you don't think that they were any less, really not that guy, never want to be portraited as that guy. I really do hate writing on here, never really know who you're speaking to. Out of hope replying to a person you think to be "that person", when in reality it's just the same story diffrent life (maybe some variations and twist). Hope that keeps one going, the yearnful hoping things would have turned out diffrently. It's not a bad thing to have hope, but it turns into arguing with strangers, trying to make sense of things with someone that's not close to being involved. I really do hope the best for everyone, but i realize that even if I was talking to the person I hoped I was, there so much other commentary from those with the same hope, and vise versa that it does turn into not knowin what the fuck to believe.Yea I am sorry shit didn't work out, and did fuck up more then just feeling. ie: the frienship. but yea I feel as if it's the hope that kills me inside, that yearnful wishing. Sooooo yea if you do end up reading this and want to talk your going to have to me. I really don't have your number anymore and if you did hit me up you didn't do it in your usual fashion by announcing who you were. Yea not really sure if you'll know this is me. It's written how I would speak (if I talked enough to make a full paragraph) but anywho yea ...... guess that about it.....?... .